Every cut that takes the pain away,
Begins the start of a brand-new day.
I cut in the morning
I cut at night,
I cut so I can see the light
In this darkened beast that is me.
Parents they don’t understand
Why I wear my scars like cattle brands.
I wear them long
I wear them all
I wear them proudly most of all.
Proudly because they remind me
Of the times I found control.
Gaining control is the ultimate goal
far more than being loved or in health.
For as long as I have my scars,
I need no other wealth.
copyright Mariah Lichty 2010